Tuesday, 17 February 2009

not again

well, do u wanna hear my story...

okay, well the thing is that my "grandma" meet a new young boy and as she keeps on explaining him...she says that he's wonderful delighful and litrally said "sexy"about him...well, the think is that i don't wanna get married to two FUCKIN reasons

1 BECAUSE I AM NOT READY...

2 I DON'T WANT A MAN TO CONTROL ME!!

okay back too where i was...so the thing is that i told her that i would like to meet him...

which i wasn't planning for that i don't even know how that just came out of my mind...

but i guess i was afraid to say no...afraid that i'll lose my granny that i love and that and never find a man... cause the people CAN'T KEEP THEIR MOUTH SHUT...AND say everytime a man proposes to her she rejects him...so in other words i don't wanna be that person that everyone speacks of!!

and afraid that there is no such thing as love...and still believe in it...just like children believing in santa clause if you tell them that santa doesn't exist they'll probably go crying because they wasted their hole life believing that he was real or just ignore you and keep believin!!

well, anyways i'll just meet him and if i like him i'll think about it....and if NOT then i guess it's never gonna be a yes!!

but wish me luck.... i really need it!!

30 comments:

zwena said...

hmmmmm

i say meet him mo khasrana shay o maybe its gonna be the beginning of a fairytale :P

atleast he's sexy :P walah ur granpa cuuuute ;*

TOOTA said...

zwena

LOOOL...I AM and inshalla he's gonna be a great man!!;p

loool y grandma...is kinda funny and the way she said how hot he was made me laugh even more...she thought i was shy..;p

anyways...thanx for the support, hun!!

Bliss said...

allah ywafgik on whatever you decide to do :)

S E 7 E N said...

good luck you'll never know you might like him ;)

Eramsurviv0r said...

I second zwena...
Meet him, no harm in that. and as you said, if you like him...good, and if you don't, at least you won't feel guilty when you say no to your grandma.
Nobody truly knows where their happiness lays. It maybe in the place we least expected.

Good luck

Nemo said...

best of luck inshalla :)

ma feeha shay :) meet him maybe he's a good person

doona said...

best of luck babe ;**

you never know, maybe he will be sexy ;)

rencontrer Pauline said...

no love !! eshd3waaa no love :( hey stop thinking like this girl just have faith on everything even though failing but keep on having some faith and good luck for that :)

Anonymous said...

Errrrrr do you really have to do this? As a friend, I'm worried about you, mn. All the best and good luck sweetie. Inshallah he will turn out to be the Mr Right and a great man =)

Candy said...

yaay! i loved ur grand ma ^^
if he is sexy say yes bdoon kalam
o laf o dawaran,^^"
so el engagment period will let u know him,etha kan ensan a yetfawat ,don't miss the opportunity,coz u don't know,yken eyyech elle al3an 3anah,till then enjoy being single 2 the max..

Anonymous said...

good luck toota

Diablo said...

Good like and best wishes :) ..

dont give up .. you can still find what you want ;)

Lulwa said...

wish u all the luck hun :D

update us pleaase ASAP ;)

TOOTA said...

Bliss
THANX!!;P

S E 7 E N
yeah...inshallah

Eramsurviv0r
i soo agree with you i'm gonna meet him and we'll see thanx!!;p

Nemo
inshallah he is!!;p thanx;p

ĐǻñĎõøðñ
i don't really care about the sey-ness i care about if he's you know a good man... a caring one that's all i want!!

Another-Penelope
yeah i'm gonna have some faith...lol!!;p

Zara
ZARAAAAAAAA!!;P WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?!;P...thanx for calming me down...lol no really why are you worried?! anyways thanx for your honestly!!

Candy
candy, i really don't want him to be sexy...well i do but..i still want him to be a great and caring person and...you A GREAT MAN!! so let not just focus on how hot he is...LOOOOL!;P thanx anyways!! i love your energy!!;p


Anonymous
thanx

Diablo
thaanx!!;p

Lulwa
thanx,:) and i will..inshallah!!;p

Candy said...

so let not just focus on how hot he is...LOOOOL!;

wallah LOOOOOOOOOOL,ok let me admit enah hath tafkeree,
"a typical 20 yrs old girl ^^"

so yallah,updates as soon as possible,abe a3arf sho 9ar
???

TOOTA said...

Candy
LOOOL!!:p...yeahhh...you make me feel old...;p...i will when i meet him...i'm kinda nervous!!;p

ZeroArk28 said...

you are a shipoopi!! youtube it ;p

TOOTA said...

Neoark
LOOOOOOL...shipoopi knows how to cook but i don't!!;p

good one!!;p

Candy said...

no ur still so young !!
bas la tensain eth etha 9ar na9eeb,
enah tsaween el bachelorate part,7aflat tawdee3 el 3zoobea,a7es el zawaj e5awef <_<,i've attended a wedding & el 3aroos tammat t9ee7 mn dashat el wedding hall lain ma
5ala9 el wedding @@

Candy said...

el bent was 26 yrs,what the hell with me? intee na89a t5weeef <_<

TOOTA said...

Candy
CANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDY!!

*CRYIIIIIIING*

YOUR SCARING THE HELL OUT OF MEE!!

nooo i think i'll be fine...i'm actually a strong person!!

*lieing to herself*

F. said...

Oh love exists my dear. And your man doesn't have to control you...

Give the guy a chance...you never know.

Good luck. ;)

Candy said...

omg! what have i done ><"

Candy said...

sorry 5arrabt ur post,mestwee chat topic ^^"

Sh7afana said...

just remember.. keep an open mind when u meet him.. believe it or not not all men are the same ..
goodluck chica ;)

MashMosh said...

gd luck babes (k) dont worry huni love does exists btw but not to the extreme ...

TOOTA said...

F.
OHHH THANX F!!;p your amazing..

Candy
LOOOOL!!;P CANDY,HUN!!!;P it's okay...i actually like it that your honest!!;p it's okay i was joking!!;p

Sh7afana
inshallah i will keep an open mind!!;p thanx...btw who's chica?!:P


MashMosh
hehehe...i guess we'll have to wait and see!!:P

shamma aldabal said...

awh good luck sweety ! =D
tell us how it goes =D

Standy said...

all the best sugar!!
let us know how it goes..

Anonymous said...

LOL I'm worried that your forcing yourself to do this =P