......

YES!

here is what happened!!

7:00 AM and my eyes flutter open as I’m pulled from my sleep by the insistent blaring of my alarm clock. I lash out with my hand to hit the snooze button, and I’m rewarded with the sound of my fist flattening the alarm clock.

i moan I rub the sleep from my eyes and look to the floor where the crumpled alarm clock lie beside my bedside table. the red digital numbers on my digital clock face fading to black...sounds like i need to buy another digatal clock..Sadly, this isn’t the first time it’s happened. Lately I’ve been going through alarm clocks like most people go through underwear.

With a heavy sigh, then with a grunt, throwing my legs over the side of my bed.

The match struck...my cigarette lit..i heard some sounds but i thought that i was imagining like always as i walked up to the window and stared out...suddenly i heared someone laughing and giggling...and as the the sound was approching i realize that it was 3alooya like always...waking up from 4:00 all happy and energtic i wonder how she gets her energy...she claims the redbull for making her that way but i doubt it...

3alooya keeps laughing and giggling and saying her boring jokes and at the same time laughing and them...

TOOTA: 3alooya why are you all dressed up today...
3ALOOYA: ohh...it's nothing trust me *giggles*
TOOTA: *rolling eyes* whatever it is... i'm more than sure it's not "nothing". did you like... wake up earlier than the normal timing and beside to like dress up...*heads to the bathroom*
3ALOOYA: well yeah i guess...and what's wrong with a girl wanting to look good...*giggles*
TOOTA: DO YOU HEAR VOICES?!
3ALOOYA: *hands a dress* you forgot to take your pills your mind is playing those random voices
TOOTA: NO THIS DRESS IS TO OVER...and plus i don't feel like dressing up...*pulls another dress from the closet*
3ALOOYA: how in the world am i suppost to change toota's mind now!!
TOOTA: why are soo into the dress
3ALOOYA: JUST WEAR IT!!
TOOTA: fine...*GRABS THE DRESS WITH AGGRASIVENESS*
*wears the dress brush hair puts make up so slowly*
3ALOOYA: IS THIS SUPPOST TO BE A CODE FOR I'M TOO LAZY TODAY....YALLAAAH!!;P
TOOTA: OKAY!!
*3alooya and toota going down the stairs*
TOOTA: i thought i heard voices who's in my grannies house soo early....ohhh plz don't tell me aunt 3aysha and aunt fa6ooma!!...they're gonna mess my makeup from all the kiss and hugging... i have an idea lets go from the back door!!
3ALOOOYA: *GIGGLES* HAHA good one but...*looks over to the side and giggles*
TOOTA: WHAT?!...ur acting sooo weird today... man, i wish i would know what's going in that mind of yours!!
GRANNY: WAAAAAAAYNICH!!
TOOTA: i'm hear!! *rolling eyes* why are you guys acting wired today?!
GRANNY: *holds me tight and pulls to the living room*
3ALOOYA: sayy hiii to mister hotty!! *whispers and giggles*
TOOTA: *MOUTH DROPS DOWN* UHHHHHHH *almost drolling*
GRANNY: haaaw toootiii gi3daaay!!
3ALOOYA: DID I EVER TELL YOU HOW FUNNY YOU LOOKED LIKE?!
*TOOTA sits next to granny*
TOOTA: *faking a smile and whispers to granny* i tought we said we are gonna meet him on monday!!
GRANNY: ya 7abeebtee yaaa 3omree toota...ma gidart an6reen ow banee ow banich tara ana 3arfich 3adil!!...inty ibseer3a it'3reen ily ib balich!!
TOOTA:OKAY...
UM YOUSIF: hallah ow '3aaalaaa asfarat oww an waraat nowar ilbaaait!! sima3ana wayedd ashya2 3anich!!
YOUSIF: hella wallah shlonicch?!
TOOTA: ZAINA!! $$
YOUSIF: il7imdallah...
3ALOOYA: laish mat5alonhom yit7achoon ibroo7om?!
TOOTA: *stares at 3alooya*
3ALOOYA: *whispers trust me your gonna thank me for this*
*all of them leave*
TOOTA: uhhhh...ummmm*smelling something so tender soo sweet brushing through my face, staring at his unresistable beauty*
YOUSIF: *interupting* let me do the talking...okay;)
TOOTA: yeahh..sure
YOUSIF: first of all i was rejected many times
TOOTA: *interupting* WHYY?!
YOUSIF: I thought i was going to do the talking!!...unless you wanna start
TOOTA: OHH...okay *giggles* can i start?!:P
YOUSIF: haha...okay!!
TOOTA: well here are some points that you you might wanna know about 1) i'm half kuwait half american and i'm sure you know that!!;p 2)i have tattoos...a couple 3)i drive a motocycle 4)i smoke 5)stuborn!!...CAN YOU EXCEPT THESE FACTS ABOUT ME?!
YOUSIF: INTERESTING!! well i have no problem with non of what you said...TATTOOS HUH?!;P...stuborn...allah i3eenha!!:P...about the smoking i'd advise you to quite but it's your choice...i can't stop you from that *smiles*

*at that momment i felt some thing... i'm really not sure what it was but it was some thing...*
TOOTA: LOOL;p yeah.. so why did they reject you..
YOUSIF: BECAUSE...i was too honest about some stuff
TOOTA: LIKE?!
YOUSIF: *explaining but i can't tell you...tooo personal!!*
TOOTA: OHHH...I'M SORRY TOO HEAR THAT!!
YOUSIF: well you don't have to be all i want to know if you where okay with what i told you!!
TOOTA: YESS...i'm okay with what you told me...
*swetting heart pumping...some times skipping a pump...his beauty is inresistable...HE'S DAMN HOOT....HE'S KERBY ATWOOD HOOT!!;P*
YOUSIF: what's wrong
TOOTA: nothing...*giggles* i really like how honest you are with me...
*granny and um yousif enter the living room*
GRANNY: haaa shlona?!;p
TOOTA: *looks at yousif and smile* yadeetee 3indee shi'3l ta25art lazim aroo7!!;p
3ALOOYA: *GIGGLES* i can see you like him huh?!;p tara if you reject him i'm gonna take him!!
TOOTA: IN YOUR DREAMS!!;P
YOUSIF: toota...hatha kartee itha baqateene!!
3ALOOYA: IMMA GOOOOO *GIGGLE*
YOUSIF: it was nice meeting you... look i was gonna have a party on tuesday...but you know what screw the party i wanna get to know you better...you just give me a call and i'll figuer a place we could go too!!;p

things i like about him:

1) HOT

2)HONEST

3)did i menstion ABS!!

3)smells awesome

4)kind

5)sweet

6)accepts me for who i am

and here come the hard part...what will it be.. YES, NO what do you think!!

well, this post is soo long but, bare with the mistakes i'm not in the mood in rereading the post but keep in mind that wasn't all what happened...

not again

well, do u wanna hear my story...

okay, well the thing is that my "grandma" meet a new young boy and as she keeps on explaining him...she says that he's wonderful delighful and litrally said "sexy"about him...well, the think is that i don't wanna get married to two FUCKIN reasons

1 BECAUSE I AM NOT READY...

2 I DON'T WANT A MAN TO CONTROL ME!!

okay back too where i was...so the thing is that i told her that i would like to meet him...

which i wasn't planning for that i don't even know how that just came out of my mind...

but i guess i was afraid to say no...afraid that i'll lose my granny that i love and that and never find a man... cause the people CAN'T KEEP THEIR MOUTH SHUT...AND say everytime a man proposes to her she rejects him...so in other words i don't wanna be that person that everyone speacks of!!

and afraid that there is no such thing as love...and still believe in it...just like children believing in santa clause if you tell them that santa doesn't exist they'll probably go crying because they wasted their hole life believing that he was real or just ignore you and keep believin!!

well, anyways i'll just meet him and if i like him i'll think about it....and if NOT then i guess it's never gonna be a yes!!

but wish me luck.... i really need it!!

side effects of redbull...

WELLL, BEFORE YOU GO ON AND READ THIS I KINDA HAVE EXPLAINING TO DO!!:p...okay well my friend and i we're really bored last night and thought of going to the co-op and we buy 6 boxes of redbull...and YES we drank them all...and yes we were HYPER...

BUT ..i wasn't as HYPER as 3alooya as usual anyways we played this game where we say stupid retarded peom and one of us writes them down and this is what 3aloooya made up...

FART baby FART
Make them hear your FART
Show them what you're worth
And I promise one day they will notice
(Just keep farting baby Then they might look closer)
small fart wil get you nowhere babe
You gotta fart your ass off until they notice
Wake 'em up and break 'em up
and make 'em open their eyes
FARRRT baby fart
And you're nothing until you fart
You're not the kind to run away
but you're not the kind to stay
You're the kind to fake it, make upand wake up all alone
fart your little heart out baby
And pull yourself together
fart into the lonely night
And they'll see who you really are
fart baby FART
Or they'll never understand
fart into the ocean
fart into the silence
They better listen sometime soon
fart baby fart
And you might find a way out
fart baby fart
And I promise
One day they'll notice

LOOOOOOOL....imma go sleep now!!;p...i feel soo tierd..